Mr.W lives in a different country, there is time overlap, work, real life commitments etc. At times we both struggle with the distance, wanting to touch, experience each other, oh the fun we would have!!! Can you picture my sweetly evil face? The reality is Mr.W and I will probably never meet in real life, this is frustrating and makes me sad but…life is complicated.
In passing the other day, brilliant Mr.W made the comment of long distant toys. Later I looked it up, curious, I did not know but they do make remote toys! I am now the proud owner of a bullet vibrator called Lush made by Lovense. It has an app that gives control to someone else, either close or long distance. We are both so excited about this, I have already given Mr.W control of my orgasms, edging, any type of bodily pleasure but this is a different level.
It only took two days to get here and last night over a Skype call, Mr.W and I tried it out. It was fucking awesome!! I was a writhing, panting, dripping, begging, severely tormented happy woman. The vibrations are so strong and the way the toy is shaped it also teases my clit. I was rocking my hips, clenching around the toy, there was no escaping the vibrations or the beautiful tormentor that had control. Hearing his sexy mischievous laugh in my ear as he pushed me higher, knowing he was aroused, touching himself took me to a level I had never been to.
When I first put it in and he turned it on I almost fell over, it felt so incredibly good, different from anything I have ever felt before. It just got better from there, Mr.W is a generous, wicked, kind man. We laughed as I would gasp and forget what I was saying when he played with the different levels. I would pant his name as he drove me higher, reminding me I did not have permission to cum. At one point he made a pattern that felt like a big wet tongue thrusting into me, I was rocking my hips, hands cramped in my sheets, begging for him to stop or to let me cum, delicious!!
It was one of the most erotic, tender, fun, mind-blowing experiences I have ever had. I came so hard I lost sight and sound, the orgasm went on and on, the continued vibration from Lush making me need to cum again and he allowed me to (big satisfied smile.) We may never touch in person but this toy gives him control over my pleasure in a different way, I do feel his touch in the deepest part of me, in this way he can give me an orgasm…or not.
To say I am happy with this purchase is an understatement. Mr.W’s beautiful mind has not stopped working, he has so many ideas. I’m a little apprehensive, as I should be because I’m smart and learning his mind. Wearing it out in public is going to be…a test of my control over my body and my facial expressions (my eyes roll back every time it comes on) gulp. I’m so excited about the many naughty, wet, tormenting, fun experiences to come with this toy and Mr.W.